tHAT's LifE

i Can say that life is really unfair to me....it's because i lose my mom in times that i really need her most....I grew up believing w/her....principles,reminders,and the dreams she wants us to achieve.....i'm really inspired and determined to do everything just for her....and when that time come that i'm starting to begin everything that we had planned...the whole family discovered that she has a cancer....and its malignant already....;it was very hard for me....it's really hard to accept the fact that i'm gonna lose her anytime.....i tried to be strong....because even she's dying in the hospital.... she has always the strenght to remind me of everything.....and now as i ride in the long journey of my life....she remains as an inspiration...my strength....and my guide to reach everything.....S0....wherever maybe she is......i just want to say.....how really proud i am to have her as my mother.......i love you so much....and i'll do a ll of my best........

You Should Know

I have a lot of friends,,,,but i know that some them,,,are not really true to me...and that's the sad part....coz i can't completely live w/out my friends.....

i Don't like people.....that are plastic,pretentious,and judgemental....they ruin my day.....i'm not an open person...i was used to keep my real emotions and problems.....coz i don't want other people to get pitty on me....i know it's a bad side....but that's what i'm used to....but i'm very thankful to those selected persons....whom i have trusted my problems....and patiently listened to me.....luv u guyz....

tHE rEAL Me

For 18 years of living in this complicated yet challenging world,,,and facing different people everyday,,,now is the time that i may say i'm a strong one......i know that i'm still young to say those words but that's what i believe.....and who cares???? they doesn't even know what i've gone through.....i know that...there's a lot of trials and challlenges that may come in the future......and i'm preparing myself to it......so all i can say to myself.....tira tira.....!!!!!! g0 go ANNE!!!!!